please pray for cesar

cesar is not doing well. his wife andrea called all of us to please pray. later that day, gina texted all of us to come over because cesar was calling out for us. throughout the evening he would scream out "papito, ya no mas" (father, that's it, no more) and "papito, ya no puedo" (father, i cant do anymore). 

amazingly, as i watched him scream out from the pain he was feeling - he would also say "i love you father", "God is so good", "help me daddy".  he would wake from a complete sleep, quoting scripture by chapter and verse in a barely conscious mumble. 

finally, the doctor arrived from san lucas to give some pain medication and IV fluids.  when we stepped outside to talk with him, he shared bluntly that the "end has arrived."  i immediately looked at andrea and her head fell.  she has seen her husband - a true medical miracle - fight for 8 years after being told by medical professionals that he had no more than 1 year to live.

while we were there, cesar kept waking up and asking for jake. "he's on the way from practice with mynor" i would say, "he'll be here soon."  over and over again, he would be alerted from sleep and say in the form of a question "jake?"

finally jake arrived. cesar held him and cried. he gave him so much advice, thanked him for his smile and his friendship. he gave him scripture to "always remember". finally, as he squeezed jake's arm he said "jake listen to me...  you are going to be a warrior for christ...  he will give you your own ministry...  and you will be a warrior..."

i saw jake get tears in his eyes.  we talked about it later and jake said that he knows when cesar says something - it is true.  without knowing the way to articulate it (actually, he articulated it perfectly), jake knows that some people have the ability, based on who they are in christ, to speak prophetically. in my lifetime, i have never met anyone more qualified to do so than cesar.

i have never known anyone like him. right down to the end, he is ministering to others. speaking words of strength into people's lives. claiming God's goodness, quoting God's word, and literally taking joy in the toughest form of suffering - unbearable physical pain.

we prayed, sang songs, and sat in the quiet. today cesar is not doing much better. andrea told us that he is coughing blood and vomiting constantly.  please join us in prayer. 

Comments

Mimi said…
Meeting and visiting with Cesar has made an impact on my life like no other......I'm certain everyone that has been there can say the same. Looking into his eyes, you just feel the love of Jesus. Our prayers are with him for strength and peace during this time. Lord, bless Andrea and the children. They have suffered as well watching him weaken. But he will leave a legacy with them that will last generations. Thank you dear Lord for the honor of meeting a man such as he.
Anonymous said…
Please let Andrea and her family know that we are thinking of them and will keep them in our prayers as Cesar prepares to be with God.
He has touched so many...everyone who met Cesar was impacted. His love for the Lord and his faith was incredible. It was like looking into the eyes of Jesus when looking into Cesars eyes. His love radiated out to all, he judged no one and continued to love all even through such great pain and suffering of his own. The angels will no doubt be joining with Cesar in his songs when he arrives. He will finally get his new body and be pain free, and what a great day of celebrating that will be.
Thanks for sharing his words to Jake, what an honor for him to hear that from Cesar. How true it will be, he has had a spiritual mentor second to none, except maybe his Dad.
Pops
Anonymous said…
When my wife Cyndi and I met Cesar on our honeymoon it was evident we were in God's presence as I am sure people with Moses or Jesus felt when God manifested His Presence. Cesar spoke the Word of God with such awe and power to us definitely piercing our souls . Please let me family know we are praying for them and for strength for Cesar to fight the good fight. As much as we will miss him here on Earth Heaven will rejoice mightily when he appears there and awaits us to meet him. God bless you all for being Jesus' hands and feet in Guatemala ! Love, Martin & Cyndi Brozovich
Anonymous said…
Even though I have never met Cesar, I feel like I know him. I have been so moved over the years of readin blogs about him. I only wish I would have had the opportunity to meet such an amazing man of God. He has had such a ministry there, but has even reached people like me and inspired us to strive to live like Christ. I am thousands of miles away and he is having an impact. My prayers are with him and his family.
Anonymous said…
Allie Lakin
brock said…
thanks for the comments guys. i am going to print them and read to cesar and andrea! he is hanging in there...
love,
brock
Anonymous said…
Cesar,
Although I've never met you, I feel like I know you. I look forward to meeting you here, or in heaven. I will continue to look after the financial needs of your children as they attend school.
Much love,
Renee Waller