Tuesday, August 24, 2021

Hope amid horror

In 2017 a kid named Luis came into our program.  He wasn't a very good player, but we felt compelled to keep him on the roster.  (It's happened a handful of times over the years... where we felt like God wanted us to keep a player that in reality didn't make the team talent-wise.)

Luis was 14 at the time.  Once we learned what family he was from, we realized why God wanted him in the program.  He came from a very troubled home- a family with tremendous need both spiritually and physically.  In addition to extreme poverty, addiction, and abuse in the home, his parents were HIV positive and he had already lost two siblings due to AIDS.  

We tried hard to keep Luis in the program, but he was so rebellious.  Right when he would seem to be softening, and starting to do well, he'd quit.  We'd work to convince him to come back, but after a month or two he'd quit again.  Finally, he left for good and refused to come back.  All in all, we had him just under a year.

Brutally murdered
My daughter called me last night and said 2 young men from BV were murdered last week.  One was Luis.  It almost certainly was gang related - his body had been dismembered and cut into pieces.  She saw it on local news and recognized his decapitated head.

I was in shock.  My heart sunk.  Living in Guatemala you grow numb to these stories- but this was one of our Rhinos.  I can't stop thinking about him.  Been going back and reading journal entries about him, remembering all we went through.  Here's an excerpt from one I posted to this blog in March of 2017:

"i am so excited to have this young man in our academy. i trust God brought him to us with specific purpose. and i am believing the light of Jesus will someday fill his heart, his home, his future home, and his future family. luis will one day know the God who promises to turn our sorrows into strength, our sadness to joy, and our tears to laughter!"    
(Click here to see that full blog entry.)

Hope
My friend Cesar called me this morning to tell me that Coli (another Rhino graduate) had brought a friend to see him early last week, to hear the gospel.  It was Luis!  Cesar said he was crying the whole time and seemed to be receiving the word of God as “soft soil.” Not knowing anything about Luis' story, Cesar said the Lord led him to share many different scriptures about repenting, turning from your old life, and surrendering to Jesus. 

Luis was killed only a few days later.  My heart is so hopeful that he surrendered his life to Christ!  Maybe he was even killed for leaving the gang he had joined.

Please join us in praying for Luis's family.  His dad recently passed.  His mom is an addict and about as unstable as it gets.  It's a situation in need of a miracle from the Lord.

Seeds
I just received a voice text from Cesar.  It was extremely encouraging for me, so I'm going to share it in conjunction with this story.  Translating it word for word: 

“Brother Brock, this is why we preach the gospel!  We never know what day will be our last, or when someone we know will take their last breath.  I am so thankful that BVSA is gospel-centered!  I know Luis heard the gospel there.  And if he didn’t choose to follow Christ then, we know the seeds were planted.  And those seeds got fertilized again when he came to me last week.  The soil seemed soft and ready!  I only hope he gave his life to Christ.  This is why we must share the gospel with everyone we can!  Thank you for sharing the gospel with young people in Buena Vista, and Travesia, and West Africa, and soon Quiche!  Tell all the missionaries thank you!  Let’s keep doing it every day that the Lord gives us!  If we've received the gospel, our job is to proclaim the gospel!  Thank you for planting seeds in Luis’s heart.  We must trust that God blesses every seed planted, and He will care for and nurture every gospel seed planted!  Thank you for making BVSA gospel-centered and Christ-centered.  Everything, everything, everything we do must be Christ-centered.”

Emboldened
As suffering and sin and pain and tragedies increase all around us, I feel more committed now than ever to be bold, clear, and careful in proclaiming the gospel of Jesus Christ.  It's our mission as Christians.  And Luis' life is a huge reminder of how serious a mission it is, and how high the stakes are. 


For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not 
perish but have eternal life.  But how will they believe in Him of whom they’ve never heard? 
And how will they hear without someone preaching?   

(John 3:16, Rom 10:14)


Saturday, August 7, 2021

Covid experience in Guatemala

taken this morning! enlarge to appreciate :)
Greetings from Guatemala Covid Quarantine.  

This trip turned out to be much different than I  thought it would be.  Not that there's any expectation of "normal" any more...

Before we came to Guate, we knew Covid had hit the Wilson house.  But they were doing ok. Quarantined and getting through it.  So we came on in, continuing forward with our plans.

First on the agenda was our trip to Quiche, about 6 hours north of BV, where we're looking to plant another academy.  It was a great trip, but when we got back the situation with the Wilsons had gotten worse.  

Laura was recovering, but Ryan's health had tanked.  Laura, who is a registered nurse, had been monitoring his oxygen levels - and I could tell she was starting to get concerned.  

At one point I texted her and asked "at what point do we need to get him somewhere?"  She replied that she had been thinking the same thing, and told me about his breathing.  He was already to the level where, if stateside, he would have been put on oxygen. 

My daughter Brooke started calling hospitals. The first one had no room in its Covid wing. The second one said they had space for one person.  After talking to Laura, within 15 minutes we were packed (in case we'd need to stay overnight) and had Ryan in the car, headed to the city.

But then... Guatemala!  There were protests going on against the President, and all major roads were roadblocked.

We called Dr. Carlos and he confirmed the protests.  We asked for an ambulance.  Surely the protests would let an ambulance through!  But Doc said no - with the magnitude and preparation for protests like this one, they don't even let ambulances through for emergencies.

He said to meet him in San Lucas, that he knew a back road.  About an hour later, we started down a trek that in my 10 years living in Guatemala I had never seen.  It was treacherous and beautiful!  We were moving down a muddy, rain-washed out trail, that winded through lush rain forest.  Thankfully we were in the Wilsons 4-Runner so we never got stuck, although cars were getting stuck around us.

Finally, we made it to a paved road again, and then found our way to the main road to the city, and ultimately to the hospital.  Ryan was exhausted.  He had been bouncing and coughing the whole way.  We got him out of the car and into the ER, where they began to run tests.

They allowed Laura to go in with him, but they made me wait outside.  Occasionally they would let me in to help translate something, or just to help Laura process everything.  But for the most part, I spent the next few hours sitting on a concrete ledge right outside the door.  Dr. Carlos was coming off his own 24hr hospital shift, so he spent that time sleeping in the car.

After 6 attempts to get an IV in, Ryan told Laura, "lets just go home."  He knew that wasn't a good idea.  But he was tired and frustrated.  Laura was steady and sweet... encouraging him the whole time.  After IV fluids, oxygen treatment, and x-rays of his lungs, they finally said he needed to be admitted.  Alone.

Reminder:  Even though this was a nicer hospital by Guatemalan standards, this was no "American suburban hospital."  Sometimes in these scenarios in the foreign mission field, you just feel unsteady for a minute. While the Wilsons have been through some tough stuff in their short time in the field already, she was immediately forced to decide if she was willing to say goodbye to her husband right then, not 100% sure if she'd see him again.

She asked me what I thought.  All I could think to say was: "Laura, God got him here. They had one room. Doc got us through a ridiculous path. We made it.  We're here.  God has him here."

Minutes later, the three of us were staring at the double doors to the Covid wing with a lady in a hazmat suit ready to take him back.  I prayed over him, then she wheeled him back and the double doors closed.  The flurry of a chaotic day was suddenly silent.

I looked at Laura and asked, "you ok?"  She said, "I think so."  

We took about two steps and she stopped and said, "actually no, I'm not"... and began crying.  I gave her a big hug, and began saying over and over "God has him" and "He is Sovereign Lord" and "He is worthy of moments like this."

I had no literal, physical assurances to offer her.  I had no idea what was going to happen. After all, the reality was, Laura's sick husband and my sick friend had just gotten wheeled back into the Covid wing of a Guatemalan hospital in the middle of the biggest global pandemic the world has ever known.  Whose to say how that's going to end?

What I did know in that moment is that our Sovereign Lord hadn't lost control of anything. 

He is unchangeable... what he desires, that he does.  Job 23:13

Whatever the Lord pleases, he does, in heaven and on earth, in the seas and all deeps.  Psalm 135:6

I knew Laura knew that too.  And Ryan.  (Anyone who knows him knows that the "sovereignty of God" is his mantra.)

And seriously - without trust in a sovereign God, how is "comfort" or "peace" even possible in these moments?

After a good cry-hug, Laura told me she was ok.  She later told me that in that moment God's peace completely washed over her.  She said her cry was a deep surrender.  That God's grace was sufficient, and His power was made perfect in her weakness. 

Update

Fast forward a week.  Ryan is back home.  He's recovering slowly, but doing well.  I tested positive a few days later.  No symptoms at first, but the last few days have been rough.  Fever, chills, body ache, etc.  I've been isolated in quarantine now for 5 days.  

I'm thankful for times like this.  

Thankful for Ryan who is such a deep lover of God and His Word.  Such a good husband and dad.  I'm thankful God chose not to take him home just yet.

Thankful for Laura. She is such a rock!  It was special to share that day with her.  

Thankful for Doc Carlos's help.

Thankful that no one else here has gotten it.

Most of all I am thankful to have been here.  God knew in His wisdom and providence that we'd be here to help navigate the events of that day.  

And I'm also thankful to be stuck in this room where I'm writing this.  We were supposed to be home for my dad's 70th birthday party tonight, combined with my son's going away party- for college in Ohio.

But this is where the Lord has me instead.  And He's been faithful to meet me here, in a very personal way.  

There's a lot going on right now.  In His mercy He made me do a "force quit" to just be still and know the most important thing there is to know - that He is God.


Thursday, August 5, 2021

Theology of Suffering

I watched an interview with Bill Johnson, the pastor of Bethel Church, a few weeks ago. In it, he said that it's always God's will to heal in sickness and suffering.  He said he refuses to add "if it's your will" to his prayers because, "that would be a prayer of unbelief, since God has already revealed that healing is always his will." 

I don't know if he truly believes that or if he is intentionally deceiving people (not for me to judge) but it is terrible theology.  Even though it sounds loving and “positive” and kind, it’s actually quite hurtful.


On his website, Johnson states, “How can God choose not to heal someone when He already purchased their healing?” He continues, “He already decided to heal … There are no deficiencies on His end … All lack is on our end of the equation.”


Before I explain why this theology is hurtful, let me explain why it's wrong.  It isn't just a little bit off.  Not like a doctrinal error that drifts a bit and needs tweaked back to center by the Word (we’re all guilty of that at times).  It's more like a directly opposite teaching to what is biblical. Not only is it not always God's will to heal, but he often chooses to use pain and sickness and suffering for his glory (and our growth).


6 reasons why this theology is wrong.  Let the scriptures speak for themselves!

 

1. We are taught to rejoice in our sufferings because of what is being produced in us.  How can we rejoice in our sufferings if our theology says pain and suffering is due to a "lack on our end"?  How can we be thankful for what is being produced during suffering if we believe suffering should be avoided and extinguished?  


More than that, we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame… (Romans 5:3-5)


Count it all joy my brothers when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.  (James 1:2-4)


I rejoice in my sufferings for your sake... (Col 1:24)


This momentary affliction is preparing an eternal weight of glory beyond comparison (2 Cor 4:17)


2. If the priority is always on healing, relief, alleviation, etc, our focus is always on ourselves rather than God's glory and purposes.  To deny ourselves, pick up our crosses and follow Jesus daily means we keep our eyes off our wants and embrace however he chooses to use us.  I realize this is easier said than done.  But put bluntly, it is selfish and short-sighted for a Christian to prioritize their own well being over God's purposes.


To keep me from being conceited, a thorn was given to me... Three times I pleaded with the Lord about this, that it should leave me. But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.”Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong. (2 Cor 12:7-10)


Whoever doesn't take up his cross and follow me is not worthy of me... (Matthew 10:38)


Then they left the presence of the council, rejoicing that they were counted worthy to suffer dishonor for the name. (Acts 5:41)


Don't be surprised at the fiery trial... (1 Peter 4:12-13)


Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial... (James 1:12)


3. God’s desire is that we love him, follow him, worship him, trust him, need him, and depend on him.  We often do all of the above better and more genuinely, when we're suffering in some way.  This explains why missionaries who have experienced capture and even torture, or any Christian who has faithfully persevered though a season of suffering, will often say they oddly “miss” those difficult days.  In times of suffering we depend on God in a sweeter way, and we are sanctified in a deeper way.     


For this is a gracious thing, when, mindful of God, one endures sorrows while suffering unjustly. (1 Peter 2:19)


This is my comfort in my affliction, that your promise gives me life. (Psalm 119:50)


But even if you should suffer for righteousness' sake, you will be blessed. (1 Peter 3:14)


My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness. (2 Cor 12:9)


Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. (Isaiah 41:10)


He gives power to the faint, and to him who has no might he increases strength. (Isaiah 40:29)


4. Christ himself suffered in this life, and he is our example.


For to this you have been called, because Christ also suffered for you, leaving you an example, so that you might follow in his steps. (1 Peter 2:21)


We are afflicted in every way... so that the life of Jesus may also be manifested in our bodies. (2 Cor 4:8-10)


Since therefore Christ suffered in the flesh, arm yourselves with the same way of thinking, for whoever has suffered in the flesh has ceased from sin... (1 Peter 4:1)


5.  Suffering is promised and guaranteed for Christians.  It is a badge of honor. It is a calling and a privilege to join Christ in his sufferings.  Why then pray with such fervor to avoid it?


It has been granted to you, for the sake of Christ, that you should suffer... (Phi 1:29)


Indeed, all who desire to live a godly life in Christ Jesus will be persecuted... (2 Timothy 2:12)


That I may know him and the power of his resurrection, and may share his sufferings, becoming like him in his death... (Phi 3:10)


Many are the afflictions of the righteous... (Psalm 34:19)


6. Our only hope for a life without pain and suffering is in the resurrected body!  Why would we pursue it or expect it to come before that?  


If in Christ we have hope in this life only, we are of all people most to be pitied. (1 Cor 15:19)


He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.” (Rev 21:4)


But our citizenship is in heaven, and from it we await a Savior, the Lord Jesus Christ, who will transform our lowly body to be like his glorious body… (Phi 3:20-21)


There are heavenly bodies and there are earthly bodies… sown in weakness and raised in power… 1 Cor 15 (whole chapter)


Here's why this theology is hurtful

Indeed, it is a natural human desire to want pain to go away.  And, as the lie goes, it seems that a loving God would want us to be healthy, happy, and healed.  But as we’ve seen from the abundance of scriptures above, God doesn’t see things through human logic.  If he did, there surely would have been a better way to deal with sin then by sending his son to die in our place - a brutal and terrible death by crucifixion.


But our all knowing and all powerful God, in all his mysterious sovereignty, uses pain and suffering for his glory!  And our growth!  Which is why this theology bent on health and healing is actually hurtful.  


Under this belief system, rather than recognizing and emphasizing God's purposes in suffering, the sufferer is actually led to feel ashamed for their condition.  Bill Johnson's claim that anything short of healing reveals a "lack on our end" leads to no other conclusion.  God sees human sickness, weakness, and deficiency as a means for all glory and fame to be directed to himself.  But this false theology of health and healing steals this precious opportunity from the sufferer... leaving him/her feeling condemned.


A story I witnessed that says it all 

A dear friend of mine once received some crushing news of a life-altering diagnosis on his only son.


The son, 14 years old at the time, was a talented soccer player in our academy with a bright future both academically and athletically.  For a few weeks he had experienced serious back pain, and it had gotten to the point where it was excruciating.  X-rays revealed a curvature in his spine so severe that the doctors determined he would need to wear a body brace ("Milwaukee brace") for the next 2-3 years, 23 hrs per day, leaving only an hour for shower and therapy.


It was devastating news.  I was there when the doctors explained it to the family.  The boy broke out into tears, falling into his dad's arms and asked "why dad, why?" over and over again. His mom and sisters were sobbing.


Before I explain what happened next, I should say that this young man's father is the most Christ-like man I have ever met.  He knows God's Word better than anyone I know.  He has endured suffering in his own right for the glory of God, and is the most joyful worshipper of Jesus I know.  He also, important to note,  very much believes in the gift of healing. 


But in this moment of great pain and concern and emotion, he did not pray for healing of his son.  He did not assure his son that God would heal him or even that God can heal him.  What he did was one of the most precious and selfless and Christ-exalting things I have ever seen.


The confident way he spoke got the attention of all in the room.  He asked his crying son to calm down, and look him in the eyes.  And he said with a smile and hopeful voice, "Son, if God has chosen you for this, it is because he is doing something amazing!  Let’s rejoice and be excited and honored that he would choose to use you to suffer for his glory!”


For me personally it was one of those moments where time kinda stopped for a second. I wasn't expecting that at all.  I was totally dumbfounded.  For this man, before any concern for "what this means for us”, the moment was all about God's glory.  His first thought wasn't his son's diagnosis, or all the challenges that lie ahead, or getting a second opinion, or even praying for healing.  His immediate focus wasn't his son's physical well being, but rather his spiritual well being.  Even more, how God might use his son for his own glory and purposes.


THAT, my friends, was an accurate biblical response to sickness and suffering.  I'm not arguing for a theology that says it's wrong to seek healing.  Not at all!  (In fact, you can click here to see how that story ended.)  But a good biblical position on suffering would never suggest that God prefers healing over suffering to bring glory to himself.


In summary

Bill Johnson said adding “if it’s your will” to his prayers would be a “prayer of unbelief.”  I find that to be tragic!  In reality it takes a much greater belief to joyfully accept whatever it is that God’s plans and purposes may be - whether sickens or health, life or death. 


And going a little farther he fell on his face and prayed, saying, “My Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me; nevertheless, not as I will, but as you will.”  Matthew 26:39


As Christians we are to put all our trust and belief in the Lord, no matter what the outcome is for us in this life.  Unlike Johnson says, we cannot know in every situation whether God wants to use suffering or healing to declare his glory.  What we can do, like my friend did so beautifully that day, is put ourselves and our families at the altar and say “use us as you see fit, for your glory.”


Our God is in the heavens; he does all that he pleases. Psalm 115:3


Many are the plans in the mind of a man, but it is the purpose of the Lord that will stand. Proverbs 19:21


Whatever the Lord pleases, he does, in heaven and on earth, in the seas and all deeps.  Psalm 135:6


I make well-being and create calamity, I am the Lord, who does all these things.  Isaiah 45:7


What shall we say then? Is there injustice on God's part? By no means! For he says to Moses, “I will have mercy on whom I have mercy, and I will have compassion on whom I have compassion.” So then it depends not on human will or exertion, but on God, who has mercy. Romans 9:14-16



Friday, May 7, 2021

I miss you west africa

another 4 month stint in West Africa, and we left our hearts there... again

at least for this season, our time in West Africa has come to a close.  our focus was helping and training another family - who will ultimately lead this academy plant - to transition and get settled in their new country.  they are in a good place now, and will continue digging into language and culture in preparation for the opening of BVSA-West Africa.  in the meantime, we will begin focussing on the next location.

there is so much to do when planting a ministry in a new country.  starting a legal organization, visa and residency legalities, immersion into language and culture, housing, vehicle, schools, etc.  each with its own bureaucracy and red tape.  and this list goes on and on.

last year, we got the ball rolling on these things, but we were alone, which makes it even harder.  it's always better to do hard things together with other people!  and that's what made the last 4 months with the Wehmeyer's so special.

more so than most contexts, the mission field brings everything to the surface... and fast!  life is already so hard.  every errand is like a video game - complete with enemies and obstacles and hurdles flying at you as you move towards your goal.  the only difference is instead of saving the world or military missions, the objective is paying a bill or getting a haircut! 

the language barrier and all the uncertainties and anxieties are hard enough.  then mix 2 families with their own patterns and rhythms... who previously didn't know one another... now sharing a bathroom, moms sharing a kitchen, and dad sharing a car...  and you can see how tensions could rise!  but if done with humility and grace, this can be one of the most precious things in life.  

i'll never forget one of our first nights together (when sharing the same apartment), Stefan and Shawntel asked us if we had any pet peeves.  when Kerrie replied "loud noises", their chins literally dropped 😂.  with 2 rambunctious little ones, peace and quiet was only going to happen during nap time!

we already miss them so much.
here's some other things we will miss:

  • walks through the thick desert sand back and forth to school every day
  • the many precious friendships God allowed us to make in such a short time
  • Ruti, our landlord's sweet house cleaner
  • Luci's teachers, principal, and school family
  • the boutique across the street where we bought daily water and necessities
  • sunday worship with the Wehmeyer's 
  • followed by sunday ventures out for groceries
  • local dishes like mafe and yassa
  • lunch meetings with Stef at Willie's
  • hot coffee and cold Coke's with the Cuthberts
  • sword fights with the axa playground kids
  • m-w-f afternoons with Kathryn
  • snuggles with my chubby fox
  • road trips to the village. no time for potty breaks! pee in the back of the truck! 
  • mosquito nets, mosquito traps, mosquito spray, mosquito plug ins (ok, won't miss any of that)
  • Leo, our friend and apartment security guard
  • taxi's
  • senfish
  • pay-as-you-go electricity
  • constantly loading phone minutes
  • mawa's
  • faking to be much better at French than i really am
we're so excited for this academy plant. we can't wait to see what all God has in store... how He completes our team... and what Rhinos he gives us to pour into and disciple every day!!!


Sunday, April 25, 2021

3 Current False Gospels

False gospels and false teaching has invaded christian culture.  It's influence in churches, ministries, music, conferences and books is going completely unnoticed.  How can false teaching run rampant and spread so fast?  Why is it so widely accepted in "mainstream christianity"?

The only logical explanation is that the christian masses don't actually know what they believe.  Paul said until we become mature in our knowledge of the truth, we will be "tossed to and fro, like the waves and carried about by every wind of doctrine" (Eph 4:13-14).  

People might go to church, listen to sermons online, and read extra-biblical books, but they aren't reading and studying their bibles.  If they were, false gospels wouldn't have such huge followings.  

It is the responsibility of every Christian to study and grow in knowledge in the Word of God. We cannot leave that to the "pros"and simply be spoon-fed whatever they say.  To identify something false we must know what's true

2 Peter
Warnings are all over the scriptures.  2 Peter 2 for example says that false teachers are among us, bringing in destructive teachings, and that many are following them.  The implication is that they are often popular, familiar, and seem trustworthy.  They run in our christian circles and appear to be good christian friends.

Peter uses examples like the flooding of the earth and Sodom and Gomorrah to show how the majority followed false teaching, and the minority (like Noah and Lot) remained righteous and were saved.  It's a terrifying implication.  Time and time again throughout history the majority end up following false teaching.  Jesus wasn't messing around when he said the gate to destruction is "easy and wide", and the gate to eternal life is "hard and narrow."  (Matt 7:14).

Peter closes Chapter 3 saying (my paraphrase): "This will continue happening.  People will twist the Scriptures and it will lead to destruction.  Since you now know this, get rooted in the Truth, as they come for the unstable.  If you don't, you'll be swept away like everyone else."

That warning, combined with what I see around me in christian culture, motivated this post.  Modern day christianity is littered with "famous" pastors, churches, music, and conferences that have a huge influence on western christian culture as a whole.  Think Elevation Church and Music, Bethel Church and Music, Hillsong Church and Music, and many more (could name a dozen).  

My point here isn't to single out specific people or ministries, but to help give an idea how the influence of false gospels has become so popular and easily accepted.  I'm also not questioning all hearts and intentions and motives.  For example, just because the "word of faith" gospel comes out of the Pentecostal denomination, I am not calling out all Pentecostals.  In fact I know Pentecostals who firmly reject "word of faith" theology.  Or as another example, I am not lumping everyone who listens to Bethel Music in with the false teaching that comes out of Bethel Church.  

I do hope that this will lead somebody to look into these things further, dig deeper into God's Word, and consider how these influences might be impacting their own life.  I know for me personally, it has led to very specific decisions and more careful discernment regarding what my family reads, watches, and listens to.  With regards to these things, we must all be diligent in order to be found without spot or blemish (2 Peter 3:14)!

Here's a few of the most common false gospels in "mainstream christianity" today.


#1 - THE (SUBLTE) PROSPERITY GOSPEL
I say "subtle" to distinguish from the over-the-top, plain-for-all-to-see version - like Kenneth Copeland, Creflo Dollar, Benny Hinn, Joel Osteen, etc.  You can see those coming from a mile away. They don't even try to hide it!  

I'm talking about the the more "mainstream" western church, where a huge priority is put on entertainment, production, appearance, style, comfort, and fun.  You'll typically find super talented preaching behind big personalities, great music, hip fashion, and me-focused motivational messages.

More problematic than methodology and style, is the gospel message presented (or, not presented).  While you may occasionally hear a good sermon in these churches, over time, you will find that much of the teaching is focused on overcoming, achieving, pursuing dreams and passions, and being blessed and receiving God's favor.  Rarely will you hear about the glory of suffering for the gospel, dying to self, sacrificial missions, and the deep sanctifying work of rooting sin and self out of our daily lives.
 
Leadership
The biggest red flags for this false gospel usually pop up when observing it's leaders.  Leaders who teach "subtle prosperity" tend to enjoy the spotlight.  There is a premium on self image.  Big emphasis on appearance, fashion, charisma, humor, emotion, and general public speaking talent.  They like having their image and name on book covers, videos, promotional materials, etc.  

As far as the big players, there's a bit of a "who's who" club between them.  They speak at each others churches, endorse each others books, promote each other's worship albums, etc.  Many even work together on "independent boards" that determine one another's salaries. Ugh.  To sum it up, they seem to enjoy the "fame" associated with being a well known pastor, when they should be humbly and earnestly trying to deflect.  

To take it a step further, I find it at odds biblically when christian leaders live in luxurious homes, drive luxury cars, and get caught up in appearance, fashion, designer clothes and shoes.  If the scriptures warn us of the snares and temptations that come with wealth, is there anything more dangerous than our bible teachers pursuing and indulging such things in their own lives?  While teaching from the Word, mind you,  that clearly says "die to self", "leave it all and go tell the nations", "crucify the flesh", "don't conform to the world", "I must decrease", and "any one of you that doesn't renounce all things cannot be my disciple"?  

It's in my opinion the the most dangerous contradiction imaginable.  And it's having a destructive effect -   ultimately producing an easy, comfortable, fun, have-it-both-ways false gospel that is completely incongruent with the scriptures.  I just can't imagine what Paul or Peter or James would say...

This is where we need fewer "hip pastors", and more bona fide men.  Men who don't give a rip about cool jeans and perfect hair.  Men like our early church leaders and New Testament authors.  If appearance even crossed their minds, it would have been concern that their open wounds, scars, and blood stains might alarm somebody.  And i doubt they even cared about that...

How to Notice
I'm convinced that the "subtle" version of this false gospel is much more dangerous than the "obvious" one.  It can be confusing for many because the churches involved in this false gospel make people feel good and also do lots of good things.

Good at hiding it or not (subtle version), here's the clearest indicators of the prosperity gospel:

1. The absence of teaching on the necessity and normalcy (and goodness!) of biblical suffering.
2. The absence of regular teaching on the doctrine of self-denial.
3. The absence of serious biblical exposition (word by word teaching through the scriptures).
4. Church leaders with extravagant or egoistic lifestyles.
5. Teaching and ministries lean more self-oriented, than glory-of-God oriented.

In the end, we must know our bibles in order to identify and avoid the "subtle prosperity gospel"! 

#2 - THE "WORD OF FAITH" GOSPEL
Also called the "New Apostolic Reformation" or "Signs and Wonders" gospel.  It has been around a long time, but has now found its way into much of modern day christianity.  It's definitely a close relative to the prosperity gospel - lots of crossover.  What makes the "word of faith" camp unique is its strong emphasis on prophesy, healing, and a new era of apostolic anointing and gifts.  

While the origins of this false gospel are much older, the more current version gained traction in the mid 90s at a Vineyard Church revival event called the "Toronto Blessing." You can look it up online. Then something similar happened again in 2008 at a church in Lakeland, FL, now known as the "Lakeland Revival."  The claim around these events is that the fire of the Holy Spirit comes, leading to an abundance of prophesy and divine healings.  First hand accounts (and actual footage) includes masses of people flopping around on the floor like fish, emotional tirades, obnoxious and unyielding laughing (for hours), drunken sermons, barking like dogs, kicking people in attempt to heal them, and much more. 

After researching more deeply this false gospel, I wonder how any credibility or esteem could be given to it whatsoever.  Yet people follow it.  I believe many are following it's leaders and ministries without truly knowing what it is.  

Indicators
In fairness, not all gatherings resemble the Toronto Blessing or the Lakeland Revival, so it can be hard to notice at first.  But the dangerous doctrine is there, and the influence of the key players is there.  And as with many false gospels, the people are nice, the music is great, and the doctrinal statement might even appear sound, albeit vanilla.  

The explicit indoctrination happens over time as you sit under the teaching and connect more deeply in the community.  Many of these ministries have "schools of supernatural ministry" where they teach how to be an apostle or a prophet, how to heal, and how to pray in tongues.  The methods they use is not supported in scripture and actually resembles mysticism, new age, and new thought spirituality. 

Other red flags of the "word of faith" influence are ideas such as the power of positive thinking, calling things into existence ("name it and claim it"), little god theology, a denial that God chooses to use suffering for his purposes, and a general exaltation of man.  

In addition, "word of faith" leaders teach that Jesus left his divinity aside when he took on human flesh (often refereed to as "kenoticism").  It's a heretical argument formed by the twist of a couple bible verses.  The convenient result is a case that suggests we can do all the miraculous that Jesus did, including speak with the same authority, since he was only man (just like us) when he walked the earth.  This view is embraced boldly by Bethel Church founder and lead pastor, Bill Johnson, and he writes about it in his book, When Heaven Invades Earth.

Here's whats most alarming about the "word of faith" false gospel:  some of the biggest influencers in modern christian culture are involved in it, to varying degrees. It has found it's way into popular churches who appear "mainstream" and who everyone knows.  In fact, many of these ministry founders (including Bill Johnson) were present at the original "Toronto Blessing" and credit the event as motivation for the planting of their churches!

Words of Knowledge & Prophesy
One current fascination within this false gospel is giving a "word of knowledge" to as many people as you can.  Sometimes it's random, like saying to someone, "I'm seeing Michigan somehow connecting with your past... am I right?" Everybody in this group is trained to be a prophet, and in fact once you're "in" there is great pressure to be able to successfully give these "words of knowledge."  I've heard several people that left a "word of faith" church say they were looked down upon if they didn't practice and improve in the area of prophesy.  They felt like a second class christian if they weren't good at giving "prophetic words", and made to think that this kind of prophesy was a direct correlation to their maturity as a christian.

Not long ago, my wife and I were invited to a worship gathering at a friend of a friend's house, in an upscale suburban neighborhood.  While there, a couple approached us and told us they wanted to give us a word.  I won't share all of the detail, but the general idea was that God had given them a vision for us that had to do with an abundance of material blessing for us and our ministry.

I politely smiled, while in my mind hearing the noise that comes with an "X" on family feud.  What they didn't know is that God had recently been leading us to simplify in the same area that they were suggesting this abundance.

As I thought about it later, the whole thing saddened me more than anything.  These were sweet people.  I think most who are caught up in this stuff (leaders who know exactly what they are doing aside) aren't intending to hurt or scam people.  They think they are blessing people with their visions, prophesies, and "words of knowledge".  But instead of being truly Spirit led, it's a learned practice involving educated guesses.  Bethel's School of Supernatural Ministry, for example, actually teaches how make keen observations that will bear out relevant words of knowledge.  

In this particular case, the odds were in their favor.  They knew what kind of ministry work we do.  I'm sure they assumed most mission organizations would have received their "vision" with excitement.  

It's important to point out that the Greek word translated "prophesy" in 1 Cor 12:10 and Romans 12:6 means to "speak forth."  Theologically, the coming of the Messiah, and the completion of the written New Testament, marked key changes in the role of the prophet, and the gift of prophesy.  Less and less it is about "predicting the future" and more about speaking forth the counsel of God.  Knowing or discerning something about the future can at times be an aspect of prophesy, but it is first and foremost a gift of proclamation, not prediction.  

So today, with the completion of the holy scriptures and specifically the New Testament, the gift of prophesy changes from "declaring new revelations" to "declaring the completed revelation" that God has already given.  In other words, the faith and truth that we profess has already been settled, and does not need further addition or revelation!  

Gifts of the Holy Spirit
I am not a skeptic of the power of the Holy Spirit.  I have encountered plenty of spiritual darkness, including evil spirits and casting out of demons.  I have also witnessed (and received!) miraculous healing. 

However...  it is wise to exercise caution and proper skepticism towards any teaching/movement that puts a lopsided emphasis on the gifts. When one is in constant pursuit (training, resourcing, teaching, celebrating) of the gifts themselves - and hypes up and celebrates their own abilities to channel them - they are missing the mark. They are putting the emphasis on the gifts instead of the Giver.

The pursuit must be Jesus himself.  As Christians, our submission to Christ and our willingness to be used by him however and whenever he sees fit is the goal.  Our passion must be first and foremost about the glory of God, abiding in Christ (John 15), knowing His Word (2 Tim 3:16-17), and sharing the simplicity of the gospel with the world (Matt 28:18-20).  Then, when/if He chooses to heal, or give a prophetic word, praise His name!  But we pursue Christ, never the gifts themselves.  

Spiritual gifts are real, and come from the Holy Spirit through intimacy with Jesus.  Many who are caught up in this false gospel actually make a mockery of the gifts by claiming they can be learned mechanically, in the same way that one learns how to ride a bike.  In the end, this puts way too much emphasis on the individual, rather than an almighty and sovereign God.

#3 - THE SELF-HELP GOSPEL
Social media has helped create a more me-centered culture than we've ever seen before.  But there's nothing new about the me-centered gospel.  Believe in yourself. Love yourself. Help yourself. You deserve it! Pursue your dreams. Accomplish. Achieve. Go for it!

Drumroll for the most misused and trivialized verse of all time... "You can do all things through Christ who gives you strength"!!!

Somehow this stuff continues to find its way into churches and christian books, despite having no biblical basis at all.  At best, bible verses get twisted to fit the narrative.  Jesus' message, "if anyone would come after me he must deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me" is nowhere to be found in this false gospel, which actually says just the opposite.

Christ says: Lay your life down for my sake.
This gospel says: Pursue your best life with all you've got.  
(And mix in a little "God is for you" talk.)

In addition to the obvious anti-biblical premise of the self-help gospel, I also find it to be elitist and globally unaware.  Why?  Because for the most part, only the educated, middle to upper class community in the developed world is buying the "pursue your dreams" jargon.  Most of the world lives in survival mode, just trying to get though the day.  For them, the "you can do it" gospel of self-determination ends up feeling more like condemnation

What makes the true gospel of Jesus Christ so amazing is that it gives hope to all people everywhere.  The whole point is that you don't have to save yourself, because He is your Savior.  You don't have to help yourself, because he is the Great Helper.

That's not to say the opposite is true - "don't help yourself."  That would be ridiculous.  Of course there is tremendous value in discipline and conviction and dedication.  It's just not where we put our hope.  

It reminds me of the (false) way the story of David and Goliath gets taught.  The one that says Goliath represents our troubles in life and we need to be like David and slay our "Goliath's."  The problem is that the story of David and Goliath is not about me or you.  It's about God's glory.  God used David to save Israel for the glory of his name!  And Jesus is the Greater David, not us.

If me and you are in that story, we're more like the scared Israelites who are freaking out.  Jesus is the hero.  And that should be comforting.  I mean, do we really want to be David?  Do we want the burden of hitting every "target" in our life dead-on, with a sling and a stone?  

If so, I can't imagine anything more exhausting and damning.  And that's exactly what the self-help gospel is.  Exhausting, because it says believe in yourself... which puts all the pressure on us.  God didn't create us to believe in ourselves!  If we try putting all of our hope and belief in ourselves... ourselves are going to fail ourselves - time and time again!  And that's exhausting.

And damning because, well, cuz it's a lie.  The message of the true gospel is to fall on our knees and give up.  Surrender it all to a good and faithful Father.  The pushers from this camp say "just believe in yourself!" But the true gospel says turn from yourself and trust Jesus.

Keep your eyes out for the red flags of the self-help gospel!  It's always about you... your pursuits, your dreams, your accomplishments, your victories, and your happiness.  It's often mixed with bible verses quoted out of context, and trivialized christian cliches.

IN SUMMARY

The Big 3
Don't ever glance over any false gospel (or false teacher) "red flags" that involve 1) power/fame, 2) money, or 3) sexual sin.  Almost all of the warnings in scripture involve these, and they are clearly involved in the false gospels I mentioned above.  Prosperity, "word of faith", and self-help theologies, as well as megachurch and christian music production, are all HUGE industries and big business.  And "big business" tends to walk very closely with pitfalls of power, fame, money, and sex.  

I'm not saying all are corrupt; I'm saying it's easy for corruption to creep in.
I'm not saying make baseless presumptions; I'm saying stay on guard.  

Abide
Ultimately the only way to protect yourself against these popular false gospels is to know the truth, which comes from abiding in Christ.  By abiding in Christ, I mean daily time studying the Word, in prayer, worship, and scripture memorization.  As you abide in Him, and walk in step with the Holy Spirit, he will give you discernment.
 
2 Peter 2:17 describes these false gospels and false teachers as "waterless springs" and "mists driven by a storm." Such good imagery!  They seem exhilarating and refreshing... but they are dry as a bone.  They appear to promise rain for dry land... but are quickly blown away.

These false gospels and false teachers offer fun and happiness and thrills and insight and freedom... but in reality only emptiness and meaninglessness.  They leave you with nothing. 

We must be careful to discern the great difference between waterless springs and springs of living water!  Only one overflows into eternal life.  You'll have to look up the second half of 2 Peter 2:17 to see what happens to the other.



Saturday, April 17, 2021

"we need people who will stay and disciple"

Kerrie and Mari, April 2021
Kerrie and Mari, April 2021
we met Mari two years ago when visiting the village of our next Academy plant in West Africa.  one of the only Christians in the village, she told us that she had been praying for more missionaries to come.

this village is one of those "ends of the earth" places. i remember our first visit, June of 2019, like it was yesterday.  after 14 hours in the car, i stepped outside to what felt like heat from an oven blasting me in the face.  what just happened?  when we left the capital city at 4:00am it was a crisp 65 degrees.  now it was something near 120.

our friends the Arnold's have been in this village for 30 years sharing the gospel.  a handful of people have professed faith in Christ during that time.  rural, isolated, totally unreached people groups are the hardest to reach.  disconnected from modern culture, their religion is not a choice they made - but an identity they were born with.  for them the idea of "changing their religion for another" would be as silly (and unheard of) as "changing their family for another."

faithfully, the Arnold's have tilled the soil.  for three decades.  can you imagine the perseverance it would take?  can you imagine how many seeds have been planted?

when we arrived last week - the first time since 2 years ago - it wasn't long before we ran into Mari.  since our last visit, her husband has left her and moved away.  she now runs a small store with her 7 year old son.  she recognized us right away and we joyfully exchanged hugs.

she told us that she still prays for missionaries.  here's her words, to the best of my recollection:

"it is very difficult to be a Christian here.  i try to share my faith.  i try to evangelize.  people will listen, but they don't respond.  we need help.  i still pray for missionaries.  we need people who will disciple.  the gospel needs nourished after it is shared.  i pray for missionaries."

as she spoke, goosebumps came over my body.  all kerrie and i could do was look at each other with tears in our eyes.  our ministry has been sent to this place to share the gospel... and to stay and disciple.  we are a discipleship ministry.  discipleship is what we do! 

the Arnold's have labored for 30 years.  Mari has prayed faithfully.  the Wehmeyer's have answered the call.  BVSA is committed to the mission.  pray with us that the Lord Jesus would win souls in this place as its young men (Rhinos!) begin to hear the gospel and be discipled.


"I planted, Apollos watered, but God gave the growth. So neither he who plants nor he who waters is anything, but only God who gives the growth."  1 Corinthians 3:6-7


Monday, April 12, 2021

the lost virtue of submission

"obey your leaders and submit to them..."  (heb 13:17)

"wives, submit to your husbands..."  (eph 5:22)

polarizing, if not completely foreign, concepts today.  so controversial that even pastors are backing off, providing new alternative meanings.  its commonplace in the church today to hear that these passages are all "circumstantial" - unique to the times in which they were taught.

i heard a self-described "progressive pastor" say recently in an online sermon, "the teachings of the bible were to a certain people at a certain time.  our job as christians is not to read the bible as a manual for how to live today, but to take it's teachings and work to best evolve them into modern societies."

what a terrifying thing to teach your church!

isaiah 40:8 says "the grass withers and the flower fades, but the word of our God will stand forever."  and i love how peter drives it home again in 1 peter 1:22-25, so no one can play the "old covenant card."
 
progressive christianity is growing fast right now, and it's no wonder why.  it's awesome!  (to the nature of the flesh, that is.)  and it loves me!  it's a full-on embrace of the me-first rhythm of the world.  it's "truth" is whatever i want it to be.  it's version of John 1:14-17 is full of strike-throughs, because it's Jesus is the grace-only version.  

it must be nice to go through the bible circling what you like and blotting out what you don't.  but isn't that a reflection of culture in general? 

submission
there are dozens of biblical truths that "progressive christians" say are outdated.  one of them is the precious doctrine of submission.  the culturally indoctrinated me-centered 21st century christian hears the word "submit" and their sensitivities can't take it.  the spirit of the flesh rises up in offense.  not only do we live in an age where a wife mustn't dare submit to a husband, but also one where a student doesn't need to submit to their teacher, an employee to their boss, a player to their coach, a child to their parent, or a citizen the law.  

the idea of biblical submission in practically all forms, has literally become outdated.  and it's too bad because biblical submission is truly a beautiful thing.    

bad leadership
on the other side of submission is the responsibility that comes with authority.  bad christian leaders see their authority as "power", while good christian leaders see their authority as a tremendous weight on their shoulders.

bad christian leaders love having control, while good christian leaders are humbly aware of their influence and pray earnestly to use it carefully.

bad christian leaders abuse their authority and don't think much about the consequences, while good christian leaders realize that God will hold them accountable even for the actions of those they were entrusted to lead.

it's true that leaders often abuse their authority, but that shouldn't destroy the value and beauty of submission.  it does, however, help us understand why submitting is hard for some people to do.

ephesians 5
with regards to wives submitting to husbands, there are a couple reasons why its so controversial. certainly one has to do with the progressive nature of society and politics. but i believe the other reason results from the scripture not being looked at closely enough.  the beauty and profoundness about God's plan for humanity gets ignored for silly and shallow talking points. 

i challenge any woman who struggles with the statement "wives submit to your husbands", to actually read the rest of the teaching, and then tell me you don't want a man like the one that is described.  

and any man who abuses, brags, or misunderstands this "authority" better read ephesians 5:22-33 a little more closely!  

because it's not exactly a "desirable" role being described.  to say it is, would be like saying Jesus "desired" going to the cross.  paul says that this ephesians 5 husband is to love and care for his wife the way that Christ does the church.  that he is to be more concerned about her needs than his own.  that he is responsible for her spiritual, physical, and emotional well being.  any problem that has to do with his wife, his marriage, or his home - practical or emotional - is his responsibility and he is accountable to God for it.

this husband is supposed to work so hard serving his wife that, in the end, he will be able to present her "spotless, without blemish" to the Lord.  the ephesians 5 husbands protects his wife, cares for his wife, and provides for his wife.  he makes sure she gets her quiet time with the Lord, that she isn't exhausted, that she is at peace, that she gets the rest she needs, that she has time with friends, and literally anything else (within reason) that she needs! 

as Christ loves his bride (the church), so the husband loves his.  that's a huge deal.

john piper says "men, this is not a job you want. if God had not called you to bear it, you would not want it!  because when Jesus knocks at the front door when there's a problem, and your wife answers, Jesus says 'is the man of this house home?  i need the man of this house so i can call him into account.'"

in the same way Christ paid the bill for the church, we men are responsible for our wives, kids, and our homes. it’s a heavy load, but what a privilege!  even though we are covered by God's grace, we must not be lackadaisical in this area.

such is the case for all positions of authority.  while hebrews 13:17 starts off "obey your leaders and submit to them", it goes on to say that "they will give an account."  

biblical authority and submission work perfectly together when done for the glory of God. such beautiful truths of scripture don't expire or go out of style, no matter what the culture says.

 

Friday, March 12, 2021

foundations for the future


i have to admit, i miss waking up in a BVSA academy.  each day full of stories and unknowns and 

nuances. the joy (and challenge) that comes with discipling, "parenting", and sharing life with 36 boys.  each day there is something new, something going on, something to jump into.

i miss the practices, the games, and the training.  all the deeper stuff that competing brings about.

i really miss teaching the bible everyday. 

and i miss evenings with a home full of boys. a packed dinner table.  whether just messing around or walking through something serious... just the constant flow.  pastor/dad/mentor in me really misses that!


God willing, those days will return!  but for now, i spend my days working towards laying the groundwork for another academy.  even though this one, located in west africa, won't be led by my family, it's just as personal of a mission for us. God was clear; here's what we heard:
  • walking to school
    go there.
  • spend time there. 
  • till the soil there.
  • get the lay of the land there.
  • meet people there.  
  • prepare things there. 
  • be with me there.  
  • pray there. seek my face there.  
  • lay the foundation...  
  • take the time.  
  • invest. 
  • you won't regret it.
we heard those things in different ways, and believed them to have come from the Lord.  confident in that, we know we are here with great purpose!  and we see God's hand moving in many ways already.


the wehmeyer's
to be honest, we didn't know stefan and shawntel that well before we moved here. they had gone through our application and "screening" process and our 6-week training program, but due to covid all of that was mostly over Zoom.  how well do you get to know someone over Zoom?

if "getting to know someone" had a scale, and long-distance via video conference is on one side, living together in a foreign country is about as far on the other side as you can get!  with all the stresses and challenges that come with a move like this, you get to know each other really well... and REALLY FAST.  

in that regard, this season has been really sweet.  it's been great getting to know this young family. through God's choosing of them to plant our next academy, i see his faithfulness on full display.  

i can't help but feel "proud" as i watch them adjust, acclimate, and struggle - all while maintaining a genuine and spirit-filled joy.  the wehmeyers are low maintenance, easy-going folks.  they don't panic (and they've had some reasons to).  they stick together.  they love and encourage each other well.  they are breath of fresh air.

kerrie, kathryn, and bubba
shawntel, in her "speak-the-truth-and-get-away-with-it-because-i'm-sweet" kinda way,  recently reminded us that we're old.  she said "wow, you guys are literally older than my dad." 😂  it's true.  stef and shawntel similar ages as our oldest kids.  which reminds me of perhaps the greatest privilege of being here with them as they transition to life in a foreign country.  we get to encourage them.  cheer them on.  help out, and serve their young family.  we get to help lighten the load however we can.  what a sweet honor!  as God would have it, we get to be "parental" in a way... mentoring, encouraging, preparing them for the battle that lies ahead.

it brings us joy to watch their 3 year old a few times a week while they finish french class. i look forward to my 1-2 hours every sunday afternoon, pushing her in a grocery cart so her mom and dad (and kerrie) can shop in peace. (shopping in another country / another language is not simple!)  kathryn: "I wanna see the fish again, papa brock."  

we gather for worship and home church on sunday mornings, and serve them a home-cooked meal on wednesdays.  we're becoming a family, united by Christ.  love and trust is being built.  a foundation being laid for the future.  so thankful... 

by the way... i'm not suggesting that the wehmeyers would be in dire straits without our help.  stefan is
sharp.  he's street smart.  he's gifted.  he figures stuff out.  and the more i get to know him, the more i see how he abides in God's Word.  so i have no doubt they'd get through these bumps and bruises on their own.  still, we consider it a privilege to help, even if its only softening the initial blow a bit. 

praying for teammates
while here, we're also praying that God would lead us to more team members.  our academies need 2 or 3
families and some staff members to run properly. even though we won't actually "open" this academy until the wehmeyer's are fully acclimated, fluent in language, and ready to do so, we have asked the Lord if he would bring new team members while we're here during this season.

amazingly, we were invited to an all-day event where all of the soccer ministries in-country got together to network, train, and encourage one another.  it was 
stefan teaching at the soccer event
awesome to see missionaries from columbia, brazil, 
mexico, ecuador, france, as well as local christians, 
doing soccer ministry as well!  such an 
encouragement!  

we believe in God's sovereign control, and we know that he already knows who will help lead BVSA-West Africa.  we trust that he is working and moving, and setting divine appointments!  please keep praying with us for this, and if anyone out there is interested, let us know! 😜


unrest in-country
at the moment, there is much civil unrest where we are.  it is centered around a political clash between the current administration and his top opponent.  the opponent's platform is more anti-french and anti-west than the current president.  and his followers have taken to the streets to riot and protest because he got arrested on rape charges. they claim the charges were fabricated by the administration to make him disappear.  (which may be true, but we don't know.)  anyway, the protestors are targeting anything french-owned which is many of the stores, gas stations, and businesses in the country.  and if you are white here, it's kind of assumed that you are french... so the US embassy has recommended staying in homes.

so there have been rioting and fighting in the streets.  businesses being burned down and big clashes between the public and the police and military.  schools have been closed as well as local businesses.  luci has had a couple of anxious moments.  mostly when she hears bombs going off outside.  today school re-opened and we walked by a business that was surrounded by soldiers with a huge military tanker parked in front.  also they've been doing a lot of emergency drills at her school, preparing for what ifs.  it can be a lot for an 8 year old to take in... but it's a great reminder as to why we're here and who we put our hope and trust in!  the time with her in prayer and in the Word has been extra sweet lately.

but other than being a little stir-crazy, we're fine.  we feel safe in our apartment.  just trying not to leave unless we have to.  i went out to run an errand a couple days ago and a guy told me in broken english "go home, it's not safe for you outside!"

please pray for this country, for the people, and for the leadership. most of all for God to be known and glorified through all of this! 


lots going on...
- even from here, i have been able to be productive and involved with lots going on within BVSA.  i love working together with anthony, jeff, and milena with all that goes on behind the scenes. so thankful for our team...

- with some administrative transition coming up soon we're working on tightening our security policies and contingency plans.  currently working on the details for a team-leader workshop and security seminar for later in the year.

- both guatemala and honduras academies are back open and full steam ahead. thankful for our teams there who grind away at the daily work!  there's always a million things going on within each academy and our missionaries and staff are there pouring themselves out daily...

- praise God, within 24 hours of launching our Rhino sponsorship campaign, all the boys in guatemala AND honduras academies were sponsored!  wow!!!

- our newest missionary family, the Kimball's, have officially purchased their tickets and are coming down the home-stretch before their departure to the field on april 20th!  we're so excited for them.  they'll do some training in honduras this year as we pray towards the next academy plant.

- 13 of us at BVSA are taking seminary classes through bethlehem college and seminary. its been better than i would have imagined!  we're currently studying systematic theology and the material is saturated in the scriptures. it's been awesome to walk through this with so many of our missionaries and team members.

- my heart leaps every time i hear of a decision being made for Christ, a baptism, or any work of God within one of the academies.  there are so many of those situations every week, too many to keep up with in my journaling.    

in closing...

i started this entry by saying how much i miss waking up in an academy and preparing for the day of
bible teaching, and soccer training, and making disciples.  while that is certainly true, i am also thankful for this season and this day.  
luci with her classmates

- i am thankful for what the Lord is teaching me.
- i am thankful for all he's doing that i can't see  
- i am thankful to be planting another academy.
- i'm thankful for the chance to get this precious time with the wehmeyer's - a unique opportunity that i probably won't get back again, at least not like this.  
- and i'm thankful for every percent of growth and sanctification in my life that comes with obedience.  

every time one of these bombs goes off, or a new headline makes me a little nervous, i am thankful for the fact that all of my hope and trust rests in the hands of an all-knowing, all-powerful, all-sovereign God.